A voice in my ears…
a thump in my heart
an aura around
yet all hazy
right from the start.
Yet was mendable
I thought.
I saw its gleam
and felt salvo in my veins.
But was anything ever there?
or was it only in my tears?
Did anything ever exist ?
or only in my mind it persist?
I raise my hand
and close my eyes
and I feel it there…
But that is all,
I chose to live with.
Vague halos, vague forms
That is all…
yet that’s more than a myth…
A mind form complete
for an elusive me.